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A twenty two year-old's view on life, death,
and Taylor Swift conspiracy theories
and Taylor Swift conspiracy theories
1/11/2014 1 Comment Don't PanicThere is a list of things in this world that I could list for you that just completely baffle my mind. Things like Space, Religion and Time. These are just a few of the things that are simply too much for my mind to comprehend in the slightest. If you don't understand what I am say, let me elaborate. 1. SpaceSpace is literally the scariest thing in the universe. I mean how can something NEVER END? There must be something outside of that darkness. Sometimes I feel like past space is that endless white nothingness that you see in A Yellow Submarine or Spongebob. But if that was past space, then what would be past that? Nothing would be. Mind Blown. And there is a possibility that in other galaxies there are planets like earth with life forms more advanced than humans and may soon develop the technology to come to our planet and research our planet. It's far-fetched but it could happen. Boom. Scary. As. Hell. Done. 2. ReligionI'm going to tread lightly with this subject because I know everyone has different opinions and I don't want to upset anyone in anyway. What freaks me out about religion is the concept of God. I believe in him, but I have to try to not think about it because it is just too much for my tiny human brain to comprehend. How is it that he has always been and always will be? How is it that God is a he but not a man? How is he everywhere at all times? and able to listen to people one at a time but simultaneously? It's crazy! But it's just something you have to take and accept for it's nothing that we can prove, explain or understand. Which is horrifying. But also comforting. Which is horrifying. My mind hurts. 3. TimeTime is the scariest thing of all. We can't grasp it, it's only a concept yet it can take so much from us. Blink now. There, That second that you just took to blink is gone. There is no going back to it. In fact, what might be the scariest, is that each second that goes by - even as you read this post or as I write it- is another second that is gone from your life. Another second closer to the end of your life. Now, that is an extremely morbid way to thin about time, and I usually try to stay away from that kind of thinking because it could drive a person mad. But every now and then, when I am in a particularly pensive mood, I begin to think of such things and I am just completely freaked out. Another aspect of time that gives me the jitters is a bit more difficult to explain. I always feel like I look forward to, or anticipate a day/event/moment for so long (perhaps even months or years) then all of a sudden it's that day/event/moment and then all of a sudden it's over. Like high school or college. I had been looking forward to high school since probably 2nd grade. Six more years! I would tell myself. Then, five more years! and so on and so forth. Now I'm in college. How did that happen? I was looking forward to relishing in the days of high school and having them seem to last forever...and now it's over. Where does time go? In the great words of Andy Bernard: Thank you for reading! Amanda Lucille Song of the Day:I Had Me a Girl by The Civil Wars
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Frankie
1/11/2014 10:16:24 am
I know right I'm going to be 12 in June time goes so fast I k ow the feeling!!!
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