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A twenty two year-old's view on life, death,
and Taylor Swift conspiracy theories
and Taylor Swift conspiracy theories
1/26/2014 0 Comments Daily ObstaclesWe all have good days and we all have bad days, there is no avoiding it. And there are varying degrees of how bad of a day it was and all different reasons for why we have those bad days, but in the end that's all we remember about it. It was just a bad day. Today, for the most part, was one such day. It was upsetting because i knew that there was no real reason for me to be in such an unhappy mood (another subject for another blog post) but not know why I was so unhappy, only made me more unhappy and then it spiraled into a horrible circle and only became worse. I knew I was heading back to school and wouldn't see my mother again for more than a month and I felt awful that I wasn't in a peppier mood for her (making me feel even worse and less happy...see what I mean with the whole circle thing?). Well I'm hear to tell you that these days are not the end of the world, nor are they ever as truly bad as they seem. Well, no, strike that. Sometimes we have actual reasons to be so upset, and then things might actually be bad, but don't fret. Even if it is bad, there is never a reason to make yourself miserable, so don't be so down on yourself. After returning to school, saying hi to some friends and being forced to be social and cheerful, I was able to step away from that bad mood and look at how things were actually going. Things are fine, for the most part, and I certainly had no excuse to be in such a bad mood around my mother when I said goodbye (not angry, just sad and tired). So just remember that the other people around you are most likely not having a bad day with you, in fact they may even be having a nice one. And no matter how badly you wish everyone was suffering with you, it's just not fair to bring down someone's good day. So after emerging from by bad day, and wishing so badly to have ended on a better not with my mother I called her up, apologized and told her I loved her. Not only was I making her feel better and reminding her that teenage daughters aren't always a pain in the butt, but I also felt ten million times better. So just remember that one bad day isn't a bad life. It's just one of those obstacles you need to get past. I recommend getting up and doing something. Socializing is a great way to get rid of a bad mood because you have to fake a smile and a good mood, and usually it turns into a genuine smile and good mood. And if you still don't feel better, take a nap, refresh yourself and talk to someone who can help. There is always a brighter side to things. Thank you for reading, Amanda Lucille Song of the DayDreaming With a Broken Heart by John Mayer
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